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Jan Hill

Jan Hill was born in Hitchin, Hertfordshire in June 1948, and lived in Letchworth First Garden City until she went to University of Hull, Yorkshire. She originally applied to do a joint degree in English and Theology, but ended up reading Theology. The poet Philip Larkin was Librarian there at the time, though Jan was too shy to show any of her poetry to him.

While at University, Jan became ill with a mysterious lingering illness with some similarities to a debilitating glandular fever. She was not able to gain a correct diagnosis for nearly 20 years ( Myalgic Encephalomyelitis ). She struggled through a year’s post-grad teacher training at Hughes Hall, Cambridge, but was not well enough to take up teaching. She worked part-time for a while in Mowbrays Christian Bookshop and told the manager that one day she would have a book on the shelves.

An opportunity arose for Jan to go as a volunteer part-time teacher to a mission school in Beirut, Lebanon. When the war broke out in 1975, Jan returned to England to teach Religious Studies at The Cedars School, Leighton Buzzard.

In 1976 she married Rob, a graduate of St John’s College, Cambridge, and in 1977, they returned to Cambridge. Jan got a job in Hinchingbrooke School, Huntingdon, where she taught for eight years, taking maternity leave in 1983 when James was born.

The mysterious illness returned with a vengeance and Jan resigned in 1985. In 1989, the family moved to Yorkshire and were living in Sheffield when they decided to have an adventure; they came to New Zealand for two years. Rob had a job as a physiotherapist in Timaru Public Hospital.This was January1995. James was eleven and not happy about the move, until he joined the local Municipal Brass Band and Fox Peak Ski Club. However when he was 19, after a year at Canterbury University, he moved back to England for awhile and now lives in Australia. James works as an IT consultant and enjoys kitesurfing and mountain biking on weekends.

New Zealand turned out to be a land of great opportunity, lovely people and wonderful weather. The family gained citizenship and in 1998 Jan attended Owen Marshall’s five month fiction writing course at Timaru Polytechnic. Owen Marshall is New Zealand’s best loved short story writer, and an excellent teacher. Jan wanted to find out if her scribbling was a waste of time or something to pursue. While studying a module on writing for children, Maungati Mouse was born. Apart from short stories and poetry, Jan has also written a chapter book for 8-12 year olds called “Scumbags”, as yet unpublished.

She lives on a two acre block with a huge garden in Pleasant Valley just outside Geraldine, South Canterbury. She shares her life with husband Rob, Bonny the border collie, Gruffie, Meg and Rata, sable goats, and their kids, half a dozen hens and lots of friends that call in. Rob grows produce for the local farmers’ market, and together they run a transcription service, converting research interview recordings into hard copy. Jan also gives talks on writing to local school children and to adult groups. In her spare time, she helps out at the local Anglican church where she is Vicar’s Warden.

-Pleasant Valley November 2014

“What are the qualities that make Jan’s book successful? There’s the word play, the sentiment … the use of rhyme, but most of all there are humour and good will which are typical of Jan’s own nature. The other essential and successful aspect of course is the illustrations provided by Richard Gunther. I’m no art critic but I find them delightful…”

Owen Marshall at the launch of Magnus and Maungati’s Christmas

Has Science found the cause of ME?

NB: The research experiments for this article have been found to be contaminated, see http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-16306646, but the researchers are still convinced of a viral link in this complex syndrome.

NZ Herald Newspaper article 10/10/09
Lead story in The Independent, 9 October 2009, by science editor Steve Connor

Scientists say they have made a dramatic breakthrough in understanding the cause of chronic fatigue syndrome – a debilitating condition affecting 250,000 people in Britain which for decades has defied a rational medical explanation. The researchers have discovered a strong link between chronic fatigue syndrome, which is sometimes known as ME or myalgic encephalomyelitis, and an obscure retrovirus related to a group of viruses found to infect mice. Although the published data falls short of proving a definitive cause-and-effect, one of the scientists behind the study said last night that she was confident that further unpublished data she had gathered over the past few weeks implicated the retrovirus as an important and perhaps sole cause of the condition. Chronic fatigue syndrome has blighted the lives of an estimated 17 million people worldwide because its symptoms, long-term tiredness and aching limbs, do not go away with sleep or rest. Famous sufferers have included the author and yachtswoman Clare Francis, the film director Lord Puttnam, the pop singer Suzanne Shaw and the Labour politician Yvette Cooper, who has made a full recovery. The condition initially generated much controversy in the 1980s, when it was known as “yuppie flu”, because some medical authorities even doubted whether it was a genuine physical illness. In the absence of a proven cause, many scientists have questioned whether there could ever be one reason behind so many different symptoms, so the latest research showing a strong link to a single virus has generated intense excitement among experts. The study, published in the journal Science, shows that the virus, called murine leukaemia virus-related virus (XMRV), was found in 68 of 101 patients from around the US with chronic fatigue syndrome. This compared with just eight of 218 healthy “controls” drawn at random from the same parts of the US, the scientists said. But the senior author of the study, Judy Mikovits, director of research at the Whittemore Peterson Institute in Reno, Nevada, said further blood tests have revealed that more than 95 per cent of patients with the syndrome have antibodies to the virus – indicating they have been infected with XMRV, which can lie dormant within a patient’s DNA. “With those numbers, I would say, yes we’ve found the cause of chronic fatigue syndrome. We also have data showing that the virus attacks the human immune system,” said Dr Mikovits. She is testing a further 500 blood samples gathered from chronic fatigue patients diagnosed in London. “The same percentages are holding up,” she said. If the findings are replicated by other groups and the XMRV virus is accepted as a cause of chronic fatigue syndrome then it could be possible to treat patients with antivirals, just like treating HIV, or to develop a vaccine against the virus to protect people from developing the condition, said Dr Mikovits. “We now have compelling proof that a retrovirus named XMRV is present in more than two-thirds of patient samples with chronic fatigue syndrome. This finding could be a major step in the discovery of vital treatment options for millions of patients,” she said. The genetic structure of the XMRV virus indicates that it has evolved from a similar virus found in wild field mice. Dr Mikovits suggested it could have jumped the “species barrier” from mouse to man like many other human viruses, such as HIV, another retrovirus, which is thought to have infected humans from monkeys or apes.

Has Science found the cause of ME?

1999

Old Before My Time

I’ve got a clever virus
and everywhere I go,
people say ‘How are you?’
but really don’t want to know.
They seek a cheerful answer,
they say I’m looking good.
And so I smile and say ‘I’m fine.’
Just old before my time.

2000

Tuesday Meeting 7-9pm

‘Sorry I’m yawning,
I had a heavy day on Saturday.’
‘You had a heavy day on Saturday?
But this is Tuesday.” He sounds amazed.
Then he laughs, and others join him.
‘Saturday?”
They all laugh.
My turn to be amazed.
Is it really so abnormal
not to recover one’s energy?
It’s my life 15 years into Tapanui flu.
I am perplexed. I have no idea
what it is like to be normal.
Yet one voice in the crowd
directs itself at me and says:
‘I know just what she means.’

2003

God I’m miserable

God I’m miserable
I want to serve you
to be up front
but here I am sidelined
losing confidence
non-person
‘Yes, but what do you do?’
I just lie around a lot
I don’t do anything
even Maungati Mouse
has come back from the publishers
with his tail between his legs
it’s a good day
when I can walk the dog
to the end of the road
and back
Rob says he wasn’t going very well
two hours trek up Mount Somers
to the snow line
two hours skinning to the top
and a long ski down
blue sky virgin snow
lucky thing
maybe I can do a bit of gardening
or wash the floor
what does a normal body feel like

2004

M E

I’m tired
very very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
tired

2005

M E

I’m squirming like a lizard
wriggling like a tadpole
headless as a chook

whatcanIdowhatcanIdo
mybrainwon’twork
my brain won’t work

I’m a car freewheeling down a slope
can’t get into gear

I’m a mountaineer at high altitude
confused, can’t make decisions

sometimes I just don’t connect

nine tenths of the time
no one notices

tailless
gearless
brainless

me

but today
pushed beyond my boundaries
I’m a mess

and it shows

Myalgic Encephalomyelitis